Free therapy with a coffee

sometimes I seat here 

and only good stuff appears

our weekends

the hollidays

we all seem so happy together

and we are

in these moments

there is 

no fights

no tantrums

no bickering

no closed doors

no dark moods

 (because we moved, again!)

and I'm feeling a good vibe

I'm doing the right thing

I'm a great mom

with them

for them

but other times

I feel

overwhelmed

alone

tired

confused

insecure

with whatever it's going on around here

(and believe me it's a lot)

I feel energy to fight
to be strong
to react

for them or with them

but not knowing for shure if I/we are doing the right thing

making decisions based on my gut feeling
my instinct

but
 is it going to be the right one?

Am I being reasonable?

or there is a cloud in my head that blurs everything?

Is it going to work?

Are they really listening?

or it's just an "whatever" answer that I'm going to get?
is it serious?
or is it just the age with some "drama queen/king" moments

should we go home?

would it be better?

and even doing so

would this problems go away?

I really don't think so

(I would have new problems!)

I take comfort with other moms

I know that all this is normal, frequent and I'm not the only one

but honestly

I don't care less with whatever it's going on with the others

It's not my problem

I have enough on my plate

I sympathize

I even cry with them

a tear or two

but only that

but they are the ones 

while we take coffee in the morning

that give me advice

make me think
 in new strategies

new thoughts

new ammunitions

they are the ones who tell me

with who should I talk 

where should I go

what should I try

they are the ones who listen to me

and they sympathize

(it's not their problem)

but in the end 

we help each other

free therapy

in english

every day

with a coffee 

♡

have a nice day, everyone

PS: desculpem mas a tradução portuguesa não está disponível neste post :)